Thursday, March 26, 2009

Serenity at last

How on earth I get anything done is a complete mystery to me. I work my ass off during the week - normally 7-5.30 Mon-Wed and Thursday and Friday mornings. Then I spend my Thursday and Friday afternoons attending medical appointments, physio, Doctor, speech pathologist. Sometimes it takes an hour to get from one side of town to the next. Then if i get a chance I wait 20 minutes on the phone to centrelink, almost as long on hold to the insurance company, other medical practitioners making other appoinments. I need to come home every so often to my mum's house and have some rest from the world outside. She lives among the trees still, about 45 minutes away from the city. Which is where I am now. It's so nice to escape to this place. There are no sirens going past every five minutes here, no planes roaring loudly overhead. There is the chirp of birds and the sound of the humidity so it's mostly very silent. I can sit here and listen to my thoughts. I can sleep. I can play with my puppy. There are not many of my friends living out here anymore. Lots of them have moved away to the city near where I live or overseas. I know I don't have to see anyone when I come up here. Sometimes the choice to come up here is a lonely one. My mum works and sometimes she goes out at night, so I am lucky to see her. But at least I know I have the place to myself and I am so lucky that I am so welcome here and I feel so peaceful. It's the only consistency I have in my life. If only I could share it with someone special because it truely is a wonderful place to be.

1 comment:

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